Am Lost

Is it me?

 

Even today, i fail to understand the meaning of relationships! Met someone and am being me. Is this vulnerability?

 

A bunch of smiles and moments that i've lived with so many people who've gone too far for me to track them and some: who've become strangers now...its times spent with them i still remember! Laughing, thinking about life, dreams, aspirations, love, friendship....everything has lost meaning looks like. Friends arent friends and love cant be called love!

 

I remember friends with whom i shared my dreams...friends with whom i shared my thoughts. People who are somewhere around but wont talk and connect anymore. It all feels wierd. Life isnt simple for sure...Being urself aint simple either.

 

I need someone but am lost ...trying to figure myself out! what do I want? Why am i here? Why have I met some people? There must be reasons but cant understand....I've peoplea round but cant talk to them...I've a life but am not living it completely....feel incomplete!