Its been long since I spoke with myself, I miss me!

A Man

Things have been very trying. Miss "A Man" in my life. Someone who could be strong and strongest for me.Miss you dad. You were to be here...

 

Love you, Dolly

 

PS: You are most present in my life now when you gone! Because I understand what it means to have a Father...and what it means not to have one!!

Moments of Truth

Some unsaid words, Some quiet talks,
Some innocent memories, Some incomplete thoughts,
Some tender feelings, Some lovely messages,
Some untold Truths and many more....

- Maya

Been in anguish for long now. I can feel the heat! "The only constant in life is change!" - this is so true.
Learning Life. Learning to understand people are not always as you want or need them.
Guess this is how its meant to be.

"Sometimes the best helping hand one can get is a firm hard PUSH!"

Here is me...

Anonymous me...

Today was busy...met many people who i wont speak with much, spent time with a lot of them with whom i wont ever share, heard many but not sure if they could hear my silence...wonder anybosy knows me here!

 

It feels like I wasnt meant to be here...dont belong here...its incomplete...i am anonymous!

People dont know me here and some who did know me didnt stay....

 

"It good to be tough, but we shouldnt become brittle...coz a brittle glass finally breaks and shatters!"

 

 

Am Lost

Is it me?

 

Even today, i fail to understand the meaning of relationships! Met someone and am being me. Is this vulnerability?

 

A bunch of smiles and moments that i've lived with so many people who've gone too far for me to track them and some: who've become strangers now...its times spent with them i still remember! Laughing, thinking about life, dreams, aspirations, love, friendship....everything has lost meaning looks like. Friends arent friends and love cant be called love!

 

I remember friends with whom i shared my dreams...friends with whom i shared my thoughts. People who are somewhere around but wont talk and connect anymore. It all feels wierd. Life isnt simple for sure...Being urself aint simple either.

 

I need someone but am lost ...trying to figure myself out! what do I want? Why am i here? Why have I met some people? There must be reasons but cant understand....I've peoplea round but cant talk to them...I've a life but am not living it completely....feel incomplete!

I miss me...