Tuesday, September 18, 2007

I Love you...

I've always been a firm beleiver of 'communication', 'talking' and talking the heart out.
 
I still remember the last time I saw my Dad in front of me...He screamed at me for something and I got very upset and like a normal pampered spoilt bratt I didnt talk to him...i was ignoring him! Before we went to bed that night, he came to me and said "Sorry"! I still didnt talk and slept...not realising ...that were his last words to me...EVER!!
 
Next morning while i was still sleeping he left home to go to work and never returned...he suffered a heart attack and brain haemmorhage and left for the distant world....
 
I can never stop thinking what if i had smiled at him one last time and said "I love you Dad, Thank you for everything" or maybe just a "Good night" No one has complimented me as genuinely as he always did...of how he thought i looked best without any make up, or how he would say i look very good in whatever i wear...
 
Ever since than...i promised myself i will say whatever i want to...not waiting for a tomorrow! Especially tell someone if it is something good..if i think i like them, or i think they are amazing, or they look beautiful, they have done a amazing job....i will tell it!
 
Inspite of such conscious efforts i know how many times i just dont speak up and i know it is bad.
 
I take this post as a opportunity to tell all the people i know who are reading this that i am happy to have crossed paths with you and you have a special place in my heart...Thank you for being there and i hope you know that u can count on me as much i do on you!!
 
To all others who are reading try telling a "Thanks" or a "Sorry" or "I love you" to someone who means a lot to you...who has participated in what you are today...
 
Time is what we want most, but... what we use worst.  ~Willaim Penn


Time is the longest distance between two places.  ~Tennessee Williams
 
 
People who are sensible about love are incapable of it.  ~Douglas Yates
 

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